June Update w repost
This is a repost of my post to my Peer Support Group here on FB (time delay 15 min): Okay, I am going to just jump into this face first... errr... feet first! (Plus, it's now part of my therapy 🤔 ) As some of you know, I have been having some issues in this past year, which started to go towards critical mass last July when I started having memory problems. Making a long story short, and skipping ahead to October when I retired (early) from XXXXX. Well, with my various medical issues, upon which now dealing with PTSD, depression and anxiety, and no longer ha ving the everyday pound of 911 life and all it entails, I really have hit a drastic low. Low enough that the first time I turned in my guns to XXXXX, and the second time I was transported to Memorial with suicidal ideations. Mind you, I had these thoughts EVERY DAY, but this time I actually acted upon those thoughts and started to look for means to prep the garage for C02 termination. Right now, I am doi